回家
她来了
There she is. Awww. Hey.
你回来啦
There's my girl.
谢谢你们
Thank you.
-你看起来还不错 -嗨 爸爸
- Looking good. - Hi Dad.
马上就是周五的毛衣派对啦 旅途怎么样
Sweater party Friday night How was your flight?
挺好的 是吗
It was okay. Okay?
是啊
Yeah.
混蛋
You asshole!
拜托 这马路可不是你家的
This is not private property. Come on!
上帝
Jesus!
还有你
You too.
搞毛啊
The hell.
戴上这个
Here, here.
-不用了 妈妈 我没事 -别着凉了
- No mom, I'm okay. - Don't want you catching cold.
我不冷
I'm okay.
-戴上吧 闺女 -不用了 谢谢
- No sweetheart, come on. - I'm good, thank you.
外面很冷 我可不想让你生病
It's cold out. I don't want you to get sick.
戴上
Here.
你真唠叨
You're hovering.
当然了 妈妈们不都这样吗
Of course I am. That's what mothers' do.
戴上它 好啦
Here. Okay.
我爱你
I love you.
闺女 很高兴你能回家
It's good to have you home, sweetie.
是啊
It is.
爸爸妈妈很想你
We missed ya.
很想你
Missed you.
我们再做一次吧 太有趣了
Let's do that again. That was fun.
我们要做的事太多了
Oh god, I've got too much to do.
树木之城
我们叫它树木之城
It's called the City of Trees,
但为什么我却感觉呼吸困难
but why do I feel like I can't breathe.
不要反应过度
Don't be so dramatic.
高中生活真他妈的奇怪
High school was fuckin' weird.
怎么奇怪
What's weird about it?
不知道怎么说 我只是觉得
I don't know, man. I just feel like
你人很好
You were good.
我觉得你一直都很好
I feel like you're just always good.
毕竟我有着多年的实践
Years of practice. You know.
-你练过吗 -是啊
- You practice at it? - Yeah.
-你就是这么做的 -我不知道
- That's what you do? - I don't know.
感觉就像是我做了个决定
I just feel like I made a decision
说一句去它的
to just kind of say "fuck it"
然后做自己一样
and just be who I wanted to be.
-在高中吗 -是啊 我有点
- In high school? - Yeah, I'm kind of a
有点酷 不是吗?
Kind of a cool guy, aren't I?
好了 你可以走了
Okay you can go now.
你想让我离开 好吧 我这就走
You want me to leave? Okay, I'll just get out of here.
-不 不 不 -好吧
- No, no, no. - Yeah, yeah, yeah.
-再见 -再见
- Bye. - Bye!
干杯
Cheers.
我也不知道
I don't know man. I just-- I don't know.
我觉得我的生活曲线没有过峰值
I think peaking just wasn't on my graph chart.
感觉一直都是
I feel like my life has always been
平平淡淡 一条直线的样子
just kind of a straight line. You know just
从未真正改变过
You've never really changed.
不过也算不错
Not in a bad way though.
是的 真的不错
In-- yeah, really good way.
-是啊 -是啊 我是说
- Yeah. - Yeah. I mean,
我不是要赞美你什么的
not that I'm like giving you a compliment or anything.
谢谢 我很感激 你才不会
Thanks, I appreciate that. Now you never, you know.
-是啊 我觉得你的生活曲线 -不要说
- Yeah, I feel like yours is - Don't.
更像是这样
Is more like
下降… 上升…
Aww... Hey!
下降… 上升… 下降…
Aww... Hey! Aww...
就像海浪一样
Like waves in the ocean. I'm like...
我想可能像是
Maybe like a sound wave
一段非常非常复杂的
of a really, really complex...
电子歌音波
...techno song?
-你真坏 -对啊
- You're an asshole. - That's me!
或者像心跳之类的
Or like heartbeat. Or something like
更富有节奏 -还个有杂音的那种
more rhythm to it. - One with a murmur though.
你这个坏蛋
You're such a dick.
我想高中时没人知道我
I guess no one knew me in high school.
除非 怎么说呢
Unless people that, I mean, I don't know.
有些人真的很懂我
There were some that really knew me.
-是啊 -比如你
- Yeah. - There's you.
比如我 你也懂我们
Yeah, there's me. You know the ones you know.
对吧 -你知道的
You know? - You know.
你觉得这就是你没有被邀
Do you think that's why you didn't get invited
去参加毕业10周年同学聚会的原因吗?
to the 10-year reunion?
我为什么要在意这个
Why would I care though? It's--
-不要引火自焚 -我可不想引火自焚
-Don't burn yourself. - I don't want to burn myself.
最受欢迎的那些人已经在结婚生子的路上
The popular ones are just married and have four kids
真恶心
or gross.
真不理解他们为什么要这样
The weirdos are making it happen in life.
我他妈的才不在乎这些 -是啊
The fuck do I care? - Yeah. Yeah!
去你的 莱恩·兰利
Fuck you, Ryan Langly!
-去你的 唐娜·休斯 -就是
- Fuck you, Donna Hughes! - Yeah!
那家伙叫唐娜·休斯
The fuck kind of name is 'Donna Hughes' anyway?
唐娜·休斯 去你的 德里克·马尔洛克
Don-na Huuughes! Fuck you, Derrick Mallock!
这名字里的辅音字母太多了
That's too many consonants in a name.
德里克·马尔洛克 闭嘴
Der-rick Mal-lock. Shut up!
-去你的 苏菲·迈克尔 -哦
- Fuck you, Sophie Michaels! - Ooh--
她还是很性感 实际上还挺不错的
She's actually still pretty hot. And kinda nice, actually.
这公平吗
How? How is that fair
这他妈公平吗
How the fuck is that fair?
我闻到烟味了
Do I smell smoke? Uh-uh
我们没有抽烟
We're not smoking.
这位是谁 -她怎么还不走
Who's that? - She's never going
-你好 萨德勒太太 -他叫特迪
- Hi, Mrs. Sadler. - It's Teddy.
-你好 特迪 -嘿
- Oh, hi Teddy. - Hey.
晚安妈妈
Goodnight mom.
听着 你必须尽快上床睡觉 因为我们
Listen, you need to go to bed really soon because we got to
明天要早点去杂货店
get to the grocery store really early tomorrow.
为什么
Why?
因为那时火鸡会打折出售
Because they're having a sale on turkeys.
-好吧 -晚安
- Okay. - Goodnight.
晚安
Goodnight.
-晚安 -晚安
- Goodnight. - Goodnight.
我也不知道为什么我们这么怕你妈
I don't know why we're so afraid of you mom.
我们多大了
How old are we again?
反正足够大了
Old enough.
是啊
Yeah.
我真不敢相信你每年都能回来
I just can't believe you make it back here every year
过复活节
for this.
乡愁啊 伙计
Nostalgia, man.
每次复活节我都会想家 -所以就回来啦
Gets me every time. - You make it back for Easter.
-我喜欢复活节 -谁说的
- I love Easter. - Who says that?
火鸡
最好不要在这里见到我认识的人
I better not see anyone I know here.
是你自己决定穿睡衣出来的 不是我
It was your decision to come out in pajamas, not mine.
你知道现在几点吗
Do you know what time it is?
你是什么时候决定把头发染成这个颜色的
So when did you decide that hair color?
我去拿蔓越莓酱
I'm going to get the cranberry sauce.
我们需要8罐
We need eight cans.
嘿 是苏菲耶 快看啊 苏菲
Hey, it's Sophie! Look who it is. Sophie.
嘿 苏菲 你好啊
Hey Sophie! Hi!
嘿 萨德勒太太
Oh hey, Mrs. Sadler.
嗨 看看是谁回来了
Hi. Look who's home.
这是她七年来第一次回家度假哦
It's her first holiday home in seven years.
安斯利
Ainsley.
我知道你
I know who you are.
我们一起上了12年的学
We went to school together for like 12 years.
你是回来参加毕业10周年聚会的吗?
Uh, are you here for the 10-year reunion?
不 事实上我没有收到邀请
No, I actually wasn't invited to that.
哦 这太尴尬了
Oh, well this is awkward.
是啊
Yeah.
我只是回来度个假
I'm just here for holidays and stuff.
-不错 -嗯
- Oh, cool. - Yeah.
你周五晚上会来参加毛衣派对吗
Are you gonna be around for the sweater party Friday night?
我不会错过的
I Wouldn't miss it.
明天晚上应该很冷
It's supposed to be freezing tomorrow night,
到时候见 -太好了
so I'll see you then too. - Okay. That's great.
谢谢你 8号
Thank you. Number 8.
我得走了 记得打我电话
Gotta go, called my number.
-再见 -再见
- Bye. - Bye.
你怎么认识苏菲的
How do you know Sophie?
当天气变冷时 她会过来给花草盖上
She comes over to cover the plants when it gets cold.
她是个好女孩
She's a nice girl.
-我们是多少号? - 39
- What's our number? - 39.
天啊 妈妈
Oh my god, mom.
嘿 你急什么 等一等
Hey, what's the rush? Hold on.
好吧 给爸爸拿点苏打水
Okay. Gotta get dad some soda.
你知道他有多喜欢喝苏打水
You know how he like his soda.
他喜欢的菠萝味
Pineapple crush. Ooh! He'd love that.
我们看看啊
Let's see.
哦 对的 去拿点吧
Oh yeah, oh yeah. Get some of that.
安斯利·萨德勒
我会放你走 只是需要一些时间
♪ I'll let you go. Just need some time. ♪
按你自己的节奏 你需要找到自己的路
♪ At your own pace, you need to find your way. ♪
现在我知道 你永远不会改变主意
♪ I know now, you'll never change your mind. ♪
因为有些事对我来说至关重要
♪ For something that matters. Matters to me. ♪
你不知道我心里在想什么
♪ You do not know what I have in mind. ♪
我打包好行李 我们马上出发
♪ I packed our bags, we'll be on our way. ♪
奈何长夜漫漫 因为我等不到你的指示
♪ Night was long as I waited without a sign. ♪
对你而言什么才重要
♪ Sign of what matters, matters to you. ♪
你想要什么
♪ What do you want? ♪
你最需要什么
♪ What's your biggest need? ♪
我们曾亲密无间
♪ Every hour we spent together. ♪
但突然之间
♪ And suddenly. ♪
我变得机会渺茫 像彩票中奖一样渺茫
♪ The chances are small, Just like the lottery. ♪
你跟苏菲打招呼了吗?
Did you say hi to Sophie?
-没 -亲爱的
- No. - Honey.
-出去帮帮她吧 -我累了 妈妈
- Go out there and help her. - I'm tired, mom.
我真的很累
I'm really tired.
安斯利· 萨德勒
Ainsley Sadler.
-晚安 -晚安
- 'Night. - Goodnight.
你住在洛杉矶
So you live in LA?
是的
Yep.
我家离这里不远
I don't live too far from here.
你一定还有比这个更重要的事
I'm sure you still have better things to do than...
要做吧
this.
看起来还需要很多东西
It seems like it kind of requires a lot.
不见得 怎么说呢
Not really. Like what?
比如查看天气情况
Ugh. Checking the weather?
反正我大多数时候都是这么做的
I do that most days anyway.
你已经不习惯这么冷的天了 是吧
You're not used to the cold weather anymore, huh?
没有吧
Not really.
去年我在这里盖植物的时候
You know, last year when I was out here covering everything
正下着雪
real snowflakes started falling.
我之前从未见过雪
I've never seen that before.
真的假的
Real life ones? As opposed to the fake ones?
看这个
I'd only seen the
真像我们以前在学校剪的纸灯笼
paper ones we used to cut out in school.
不可思议
It's crazy.
你以为你很了解一个地方
You think you know a place so well,
但它仍然让你感到惊讶
but it still surprises you.
惊讶绝对是
That is crazy. Surprising is definitely
我用来形容这个地方的最后一个词
the last word I'd use for this place.
这正是它的美丽之处
It's kind of the beauty of it, though.
但这更容易引起焦虑
I'd say it's more the anxiety-inducing part.
谢谢你帮我
Thank you for helping.
你其实不必这么做
But you know, you don't have to.
好了
Okay.
你还好吗 -是的 我很好
You good then? -Yeah, I'm good.
酷
Cool.
再见
See ya.
糟糕
Shit.
见鬼
Shit.
家庭聚餐
是丑毛衣派对之类的吗
Is it like an ugly sweater party, or what?
就是个毛衣派对 不
It's just a sweater party. No.
我还有一件你谢里丹阿姨送的毛衣给你穿
And I have one from your Aunt Sheridan you're gonna wear.
不 妈妈 我带了毛衣
No mom, I brought sweaters.
太糟糕了
Too bad.
拜托 让你爸爸高兴
Come on. Make your dad happy.
他很乐意看到你穿着它
He'd love to see you in it.
苏菲帮你多久了
How long has Sophie been helping you?
她只是帮忙盖植物 我不知道
She just helps with the plants. Um, I don't know like
大概四个冬季吧
Four winters?
-为什么 -因为我的腕管
-Why? -Because my carpal tunnel.
天冷时 疼得更厉害
When it's frozen, it hurts worse.
-你付她钱 -不 没付
-Do you pay her? -No, I don't.
她在镇上各处的社区花园工作
She works all over town in those community gardens.
-是吗 -是啊
-She does? -Yeah.
当我告诉她你的好工作时
You know, when I tell her about your big fancy job,
她对你印象很深刻 -妈妈…
she's very impressed with you. -Mom...
别说了
Stop.
每当我说到你的高级工作
Whenever I talk about your big fancy job
他们听得耳朵都要竖起来了
ears just seem to perk up.
我甚至让我的医生订阅了你的杂志
I even made my doctor subscribe.
我只是不明白为什么他们不把你的照片
I just don't understand why they don't put your pictures
登在杂志上
in the magazine.
你比那些乏味的摄影师更有才华
You're more talented than all those stuffy photographers.
不是这样的 妈妈
That's not how it works, mom.
你必须得到很多人的认可
You have to get it approved by a lot of people
才能刊登照片
before you can get printed.
凯利什么时候到
What time's Kelley get here?
大概9点左右
Uh, she's going to get here at about 9 o'clock.
天啊 我得准备一下
Oh god, I gotta prepare.
她会出现在整个街区
She's going to show up with the whole neighborhood
就像她一直做的那样
like she always does.
哒哒哒 南瓜饼
Da da daaa. Pumpkin pie!
-我不饿 爸爸 -拜托 别这样
-I'm not hungry, dad. -Oh come on, come on.
你会喜欢的 我都做好啦
You're gonna love this. I already got it started.
我真的不饿
I'm really not hungry.
-咬一小口 -咬一口
- One little bite. - Take a bite.
来吧 小可爱 这是给你的节日派
Come on, my poopy face. This is your holiday pie.
-就一小口 -这是一大口
-Just a little bite. -That's big bite.
好了 这还差不多
Okay, that's what I wanted.
你笑了
That's a smile.
那是谢尔的毛衣 对吧
That's Sher's sweater, huh?
你一会儿也会去派对吧
You're gonna where that?
你真贴心
That is so sweet of you.
那好吧
Okay, alright.
我再吃点
More pie, more pie.
关上门
Close the door.
天啊 炖肉
Oh boy, the pot roast.
-需要帮忙吗 -不用
-You need help? -Nope.
不啦 你去坐着吧
Nope. You just sit down.
这不是一首新年歌吗
Isn't this a New Year's song?
过来宝贝 我想跳舞
Come here baby. I feel like dancin'
-不 不 不 -拜托啦
-No no no. -Come on.
-我得穿衣打扮啦 不要吧 -把它放下吧
-I have to get dressed. No. -Put that down, come on.
-好吧 哦 就这样 -这就对啦
-Okay, oh yes. -That's my girl.
我们把女儿带回家了 -是啊
We got our girl home, huh? -Yeah.
安斯利 安斯利 亲爱的安斯利
Ainsley, Ainsley? Sweetheart, Ainsley?
请给苏菲倒杯酒好吗
Would you please pour Sophie a glass of wine?
哦 我来吧 你行吗
Oh, I can do it. You can do it?
苏菲 坐这儿吧
Sophia, sit here. Come on here.
谢谢你 安斯利 太好了
Thank you, Ainsley. That's very nice.
晚饭马上就好
Dinner will be ready... In a little while.
你的思路是什么
Where's your train of thought though?
哦 孩子
Oh boy...
我们认真点 举起酒杯
Let's get serious here. A toast to--
谢谢你为此
You worked on this.
忙了一周
For a week, yeah.
为团聚干杯
A toast. To togetherness.
嗯
Yeah.
为我美丽的小女儿安斯利
And to my beautiful, baby daughter, Ainsley
回家过节干杯
for being home.
感谢她的工作允许我这么做
And to her job for allowing it.
我不喜欢被这么夸
I love being left out of the speech.
还有我另一个漂亮的女儿凯利
And to my other beautiful daughter Kelley
以及她对许多事物的热爱
and her love of many things.
-凯利 敬你 -好的
- Here here, Kelley. -There you go.
以及今年新推出的胡萝卜酱
And to new recipes with glazed carrots this year.
希望大家喜欢
I hope you all like them.
很好吃
You can um-- - It's so good.
我还有小甘蓝
I have brussel sprouts too.
我把它们和蒜瓣一起烤
I roast them with cloves of garlic.
向大蒜敬一杯 等一下
A toast to cloves of garlic. Wait a minute.
大蒜 你在向大蒜敬酒
Garlic? You're toasting to garlic?
是啊 我烤大蒜嘛
Yes! I am toasting garlic.
你又不是要写小说 我们烤面包就行了
You're not writing a novel. Let's just toast.
拜托 我们饿了
Please, we're hungry.
可我还没说完呢
Come on now, I wasn't finished yet.
我以为你在活跃气氛呢
I thought you were winding down.
不 我们还要感谢更多的人
No, we have more people to thank.
天啊 好吧
Ah gee. Alright, okay.
感谢在座的每个人 我们开吃吧
Thank everybody that's here and let's eat. Please.
还有所有不在这里的人 所以…
Alright, and everybody that's not here. So...
-干杯 -干
- Cheers! - Bravo.
嘿
Hey.
嘿 嘿
Hey. Hey.
嘿
Hey.
嘿
Hey.
嘿
Hey.
你看起来很好笑
You look ridiculous.
过往
你还好吗
You feel Okay?
嗯
Yeah.
不 我们马上就去
No we'll go soon. We'll go soon.
好玩啊 很好玩
It was fun. It was a lot of fun.
我很快就到家了 我马上就起身
I'll be home in few. I'm gonna leave really soon.
你睡吧
Try to fall alseep.
好的 我也爱你 再见
Okay, love you too. Bye.
-嘿 -嘿
-Hey. -Hey.
谢谢
Thanks.
怎么一个人出来了
Trying to outlast everyone?
饭后迷糊
Food coma.
对 我也是
Right, me too.
怎么
What?
什么 没有 没事
What? No, nothing.
真奇怪你居然在我家
It's weird that you're at my house.
很奇怪 对吧
It's weird, right?
不奇怪
No.
我在你家的时间比你在你家的时间多
I'm at your house more than you're at your house.
希望这里有优步
I hope they have Uber here.
这个镇不太小
This town's not too small?
不 你只要打电话给你的朋友
No, you just call your friends.
他们会无条件帮你
They're not conditional, you know?
不像大城市里人情冷漠
Not like the one's in the big cities.
哎哟
Ouch.
你对大城市了解多少
What do you know about big cities?
我在纽约住了六个月
I lived in New York for six months.
六个月
Six months?
对 那里不适合我
Yeah, it wasn't for me.
哪里不适合
Which part?
所有的
Ugh, all of it.
我看到你的工作了
I see your work.
你的杂志 -嗯
Your magazine? -Mmm.
你妈妈总是
Your mom always
一出版就给我买一本
buys me a copy when it comes out.
真的很酷
It's really cool stuff.
谢谢
Thanks.
你现在和树打交道
You work with--trees now?
哦 你把它说得这么艺术
Oh you make it sound sooo glamorous.
是的 我不喜欢这个城市
Yeah, I guess I hated the city that much
它总是那么盛气凌人
it actually pushed me into it.
哈 我开玩笑的
No, I'm kidding.
还记得劳森先生的课吗
Um, remember Mr. Lawson's class?
那家伙真是疯狂 -疯狂
That guy was so nuts. -NUTS!
疯狂
Nuts.
但是
But--
随着年龄的增长
as I get older, I don't know
我开始理解他了
he makes more sense to me.
他过去常常挂着这句话
He used to have this saying on his wall
如果你想要种一棵树 最好的时间是二十年前
"The best time to plant a tree was twenty years ago,
第二好的时间就是现在
the second best time is today."
我想也许我理解得太字面化了
I think maybe I took it too literal.
你为什么要帮我妈妈盖花花草草
Why do you cover her flowers?
为什么不呢
Why not?
一定是有原因
There has to be a reason.
你觉得是这样吗
Why? Do you believe that?
做每件事都要有个理由
That there's a reason for everything?
大部分是吧
Most things, yeah.
你可能不记得了
You're probably not going to remember this, but
她载过我一程
she gave me a ride
大概在我12岁的时候
when I was maybe twelve?
当时外面冰天雪地
And it was like below freezing out
我在等巴士
and I was waiting for the bus.
我记得
I do remember that.
她停下来让我很尴尬
I got so embarrassed for her stopping.
我真以为她想让我难堪
I really thought she wanted to embarrass me.
说真的
Honestly.
我气疯了
I was so mad.
人们的感觉真是有趣
It's funny how people feel
归于同一件事居然会有截然不同的感觉
different things from the same situation.
是啊
Yeah.
我该回家了
I should head home.
嗯
Yeah.
你有没有叫那些
Yeah. You have one of those unconditional friends
会无条件帮助你的朋友
You have one of those unconditional friends
来接你
to pick you up, huh?
来接你?
No. I'm gonna walk.
我喜欢走路
I like walking.
我可以陪你走
I can walk you.
你不必这样 -我不累
No, you don't have to. -I'm not tired.
真不累
I'm really not.
那谁送你回家
Well then who's gonna walk you home?
这是个好问题
That's a good question.
这里比我记忆中更危险吗
Is it more dangerous around here than I remember?
怎么说呢
Well--
四年前
we did have a gang
这里确实有过一个帮派
try to form once like four years ago.
但他们解散了
But they quit.
解散
They quit?
怎么会解散
You can't quit!
我还以为他们会杀人放火什么的
I thought you have to kill each other or something.
是啊 我也不知道
Yeah, I don't know.
我忘了这儿有多冷了
I forgot how cold it is here.
我在纽约熬过一个冬天
And I survived a winter in New York City.
你想说什么
What are you trying to say?
我是说 我虽然不怎么了解你 但是
I mean, I never knew you that well, but
我从来没把你当成一个爱抱怨的人
I never took you for a complainer.
-这可能就是你离开纽约的原因吧 -也许吧
-That's probably why you left. -Probably.
嗯
Yeah.
我听说了你爸爸的事
I heard about your dad.
我在网上看到了
I read about it online.
真的很抱歉
I'm really sorry.
没关系 谢谢
Yeah, thanks.
他过世的时候我们关系并没这么近 所以…
We weren't super close when he passed so...
还是要说
Still.
真的很抱歉
Really sorry.
他的去世
I think it was the unexpected part
让我很意外
that threw me off the most.
肯定的
I bet.
我小的时候 在这条路上骑车太快
You know, when I was a kid, I rode up this curb too fast.
还留了个疤
And that's how I got this scar here.
-这条路吗 -是啊 就是这条
-This curb? -Yep, this one. This very curb.
是啊
Yeah.
快乐的童年
Good times.
我只记得
I just remember thinking
我妈妈要对我大发雷霆了
my mom was going to be so pissed at me.
为什么
Why?
不知道 可能是我又让她担心了吧
I don't know. Guess I was a worried kid.
不是的 我借了妹妹的自行车
But no, I borrowed my sister's bike
还把车把弄坏了
and I kinda scratched up the front.
我…
I, uh...
说服她借车给我
convinced her to let me take it 'cause she
因为她想从商店买些酸西瓜软糖
wanted some sour watermelon gummies from the store.
我告诉她我可以给她买些回来
And I told her I'd get some for her.
这样她才把自行车借给我
It's the only reason she said yes and
喔把车把弄坏了 它前后翻转了
I flipped over the handle bars and
我就这样骑回家
I rode back home.
我怕极了 就藏在垃圾桶旁边
Freaked out. I hid by the trash cans.
我当然没有进家
And yeah, I didn't go back in.
因为我以为 比起生气
Cause I just thought they'd be
爸妈会更加担心我
more worried than mad at me.
那你回家后怎么样了
And what happened when you went inside?
我在外面等得肚子都饿了
Well, I mean, I got hungry waiting outside
所以我就把软糖吃了
so I ate the gummies.
然后他们就生气了
And then they were pissed.
非常生气
They were so pissed.
你弄坏了她的自行车 还吃了她的软糖
You messed up her bike and you ate her gummies.
我小时候没那么聪明 所以…
Yeah, I mean I wasn't that smart as a kid so...
-不 你很聪明 -我很笨
-Yes you were. -No, I really wasn't.
可能只是学习上开了窍吧
Guess I was just open to learning.
我家到了
This is me here.
谢谢你送我回家 -不用谢
Thanks for walking me home. -Yeah, of course.
再见 -晚安
Bye. -Goodnight.
好吧 长话短说
Ok Well, long story short:
我们一起生活了27年
I'd been with them for 27 years and
我有愧于家人
I had a loss in the family and
不过他们让我去
they, they let me go.
不 先生 不是的
No sir, it wasn't.
不 但是…
No, but...
我错过了一两个星期 也许两个星期
Well, I missed a week or two. Maybe two weeks.
但我保证这种事不会再发生了
But you can be sure that won't happen again.
你大可放心
You can be assurred.
当然 你可以打电话给他们
Um sure, yeah, you can call them. Yeah, sure.
当然可以
Of course.
请你尽职调查
Do your due diligence and all.
我什么时候能再听到你的消息
Um, when can I expect to hear from you again?
好吧
Okay.
嗯
Well
好吧
Alright, well
不管怎样 还是谢谢你考虑我
Thanks for considering me anyway.
是啊 也祝你假期愉快
Yeah, you have a good holiday too.
好的 不胜感激
Okay I appreciate it, yeah.
嘿
Hey.
土豆
Potatoes.
芹菜
Celery.
世界真是小
Small towns are weird.
你想喝杯咖啡吗
Hey, you wanna get a coffee?
现在是下午4点啊
At 4pm?
是啊
Yeah.
好吧
Okay.
好吧
Ugh, okay.
这咖啡真难喝
This coffee's really bad.
是吗
Is it?
尝起来像泥巴一样 你没尝出来吗
It tastes like mud. Do you not taste that?
我不怎么喝咖啡
I don't really drink coffee.
所以没办法对比口感
I don't have a palette for what's good and bad, yeah?
那你为什么要答应喝咖啡
Then why'd you say yes to having a coffee?
因为我很冷
I was cold.
这样能暖和一点
It's warming me up.
现在我的手指又恢复知觉了
I can almost feel my fingers again.
现在感觉好多了
So we're getting better.
我喜欢这首歌
Oh I love this song.
或许我该走了
I should probably get going.
家里等着我的芹菜做芹菜汤呢
Just, it's celery soup without the celery.
不然我妈妈的饭又要晚了
You know, my mom's gonna have to be late for that.
-听听这首歌吧 -好吧
-Just listen to the song. -Okay.
睡在天堂般的宁静中
♪ Sleep in heavenly peace. ♪
睡在天堂般的宁静中
♪ Sleep in heavenly peace. ♪
你结婚了吗 有孩子吗
So are you married? Or have kids?
上述这些
Anything?
-这么问真好笑耶 -是吗
-That's a funny way of asking. -Yeah. Is it?
没有
Um, no.
不过我在经营一份感情
I am in a relationship though.
-好吧 -有几个牵挂
-Okay. -Several.
-几个吗 好吧
Several? Okay.
因为所有的树都是我照顾的
Yeah, with all the trees I take care of.
对哦
Right.
那你呢
Are you?
没 我差点就
No. I almost was, I think.
结婚了
Married.
是吗
You think?
嗯
Uh, yeah.
我差点就要求婚了 但是…
I was close to asking, but...
发生了一些事
Stuff happens, you know?
什么事
Like what?
她背叛了我
She cheated on me.
抱歉
I'm sorry.
讲真的 这可能是
Honestly, it was probably
发生在我身上最好的事了
the best thing that's ever happened to me.
最好的
The best?
也许不是最好的
Maybe not the best.
你的树不介意你如此博爱吗
The trees don't mind your non-exclusivity?
不啊 它们很开放
Oh no, they're very open.
好吧
Okay.
我们要不要再续一杯咖啡
Should we spike this coffee?
越喝越浓了
It's getting thicker as I sip it.
这倒是
Yes. Yes.
所以劳森先生
So Mr. Lawson.
他娶了以前的生物老师
He married the old bio teacher.
你还记得理查兹小姐吗
Do you remember Miss Richards?
-她很老啊 -很老吗
-She was so old! -So old.
当我还是学生的时候
When I was in school.
-我知道啊 -不要吧 我做不到
-I know, right? -Yeah, no. I really can't.
显然 他不觉得老
He obviously didn't feel the same way.
我不知道是不是…
I don't know. I don't know if thats...
我们现在在干嘛
What's happening now?
什么意思
What do you mean 'what's happening now'?
你注意到没有 我们之间不太一样了
Well, there's something between us if you haven't noticed.
你要坐在看台上吗
Are you gonna go sit in the bleachers?
-我想是的 -好的 等等 帮我拿着咖啡
-Uh, I geuss. -Okay wait, hold my drink.
-好 -等等 拿着我的夹克
-Okay. -Wait, hold my jacket.
好
Okay.
还有别的吗 没了 你去吧
Anything else? No. You go.
-我是这么想的吗 -是啊
-Is this what I think it is? -Yep.
-好吧 -我们在做了
-Okay. -It's happening.
上帝
Oh god,
这绝对是在做梦 对吧
this definitely what dreams are made of, huh?
我准备好了
I'm ready. I'm so ready.
准备好了吗
Okay, you ready? Yeah.
-能看到我的手吗 -可以的
-Can you see my pom-poms? -Okay okay okay.
好了
Okay.
这是一支劲爆的球队
♪ This team is boom dynamite. ♪
这是一支劲爆的球队
♪ This team is boom dynamite. ♪
这是一支无与伦比的球队
♪ This team is tick tick tick tick tick tick boom dynamite. ♪
预备好了吗
Now, ready.
我说无比 你说劲爆
♪ When I say 'dyna' you say 'mite'. ♪
无比 -哦 该我了 劲爆
Dyna! -Oh that's me... Mite!
无比 -我们再试一次
Dyna-- We're trying that again.
我说无比 你说劲爆
♪ When I say 'dyna' you say 'mite'. ♪
-无比 -劲爆
-Dyna! -Mite!
-无比 -劲爆
-Dyna! -Mite!
去吧 勇士们
Gooo Bulldogs!
上帝
Oh god.
-你记得这些呢 -是啊 我还记得
-You still got it in you, huh? -Oh I still got it.
确实
You do.
我记得当时踢腿的时候把裤裆都撕破了
I think I tore my jeans when I did that actually.
你从没来看过比赛
You never came to any games.
我去过几次 但不感兴趣
I went to a couple. It just wasn't my thing.
你太酷了
Oh, you were too cool for them.
不是吧 我觉得自己一点都不酷啊
Oh, no. I think I wasn't cool enough.
不 你很拽
Oh you were fine.
我很拽吗
I was fine?
拽吗
Fine?
拽 -你不跟任何人说话
Nice. -You didn't talk to anyone.
我和我熟悉的人说啊
I talked to people I knew well.
抱歉
I'm sorry.
抱什么歉
For what?
高中时不懂事
High school. Kids.
那是很久以前的事了
It was a long time ago.
看看你现在 女大十八变
Yeah and look at you now. Crazy.
你知道高中时我们叫你什么吗
You know what we used to call you in high school?
也许我不该告诉你
Maybe I don't want to tell you actually.
等等 等等 等等
Wait, wait, wait, wait. Okay.
苏菲·迈克尔
Um, so Sophie Michaels.
真不敢相信我会告诉你这些
I can't believe I'm telling you this.
我们那时候说
We used to say, we used to say.
我们要在你那里买艺术用品
We could buy art supplies. Like in you.
这是什么意思
That doesn't even make sense.
我不知道
I don't know.
因为迈克尔就像一家艺术用品店
Because Michaels is like an art supply store
有着许多的客户
and you had a lot of customers. I don't know.
不 我明白了
No, I get that.
但还是说不通啊
Still doesn't make sense.
真不敢相信我竟然告诉你了
I can't believe I just told you.
你知道我们以前怎么说你吗
You know what we used to say about you?
她看起来总是很悲伤 就像她的姓氏一样
She always looked so sad, but she could look Sadler.
你们是这样说的吗
You said that?
不 我们不谈论你
No. We didn't talk about you.
太好了
Great.
真是神奇
Amazing.
哇哦
Wow.
时光飞逝啊
That was really quick.
我想请你帮个忙
I wanted to ask you a favor.
什么忙啊 我应该害怕吗
I'm intrigued. Should I be scared?
-要的 -是吗
-Yes. -Yes?
不是
No.
你能帮忙
Would you be able to take
给我的几棵树拍些照片吗
some photos of some of my preservation projects?
我不拍照片的
I am not really taking photos anymore.
你不是在做杂志吗
But what about the magazine?
我是照片编辑
I'm a photo editor.
你在学校的时候
I don't know. You always had that damn camera
总是带着那该死的照相机啊
around your neck in school. So...
抱歉
Sorry.
没关系
It's okay.
拍什么照片
What's it for?
我们有几棵300年的老橡树
We have a couple of 300-year old oak trees
有人想砍伐它们
that they want to cut down.
别担心 我会想办法的
Don't worry. I'll figure it out.
我拍
I'll do it.
-真的吗 -嗯
-Really? -Yeah.
我会拍的
I'll do it.
太棒了
That's awesome.
真是个好消息
That was a really good cheer.
我感到又尴尬又自豪
Uhhh. I'm embarrassed and proud.
你应该感到自豪 非常自豪
You should be proud. Very proud.
上帝
Oh god.
当下
嗯 看到了吗 就这棵
Yeah, this one. You see?
这棵树真不错
This is a good one.
你可以告诉它们
You can tell them that.
你看起来很棒
You look great.
这里是我最喜欢的地方之一
This is one of my favortie spaces.
很漂亮啊
Beautiful.
像个山洞一样
It's like a cave.
嗯 这儿是你的秘密花园吗
Yeah, is this your secret in here?
-算是吧 -嗯
-Little bit. -Yeah.
嗯
Yeah.
我觉得应该给你拍些照片
I think you should get in the photos.
不
No.
我觉得要的
Yeah. I think so.
不 不 不
No, no, no.
它们这么美丽 就让它们静静地伫立在这里吧
They're too beautiful. Let them stand alone.
我只是觉得大家会想知道是谁在拯救它们
I just think people want to see who's saving them though.
可以拍一些照片吗
Can we try a couple?
就几张
Just a few.
-这样吗 -对 完美
-Here? -Yeah, perfect.
怎么啦 -我不太会拍照
What? -I don't know what to do.
我觉得好尴尬 好吧 对不起
I feel so awkward. Okay. Sorry.
第一桶金
First dibs.
-我吗 -是啊
- Me first dibs? - Yes.
可我什么都没做啊
I didn't even do any of the work.
你在等着轮到我吗
Are you waiting for me to take my turn?
嗯哼
Uh-huh.
真好吃
These are good.
跟记忆中的味道一样
Just like I remember.
告诉你妈妈我付过你报酬了啊
Tell your mom I offered to pay you though.
这就是报酬
This is payment.
你这就伤害它们的感情了
You're hurting their feelings.
不 比起钱
No, like money money.
-这样就够了
-This is good enough.
你不喜欢酸西瓜软糖吗
You don't like sour watermelon or what?
不 它们很好吃
No, they're delicious.
我
I...
我只是不想让任何人认为
I just don't want anyone to think that I'm taking
我在利用你以及你的拍照技术
too much advantage of you and your photography skills.
这些树吃什么
What do the trees eat?
酸西瓜软糖吧…
Sour watermelon? Or...
不 我觉得它们更喜欢小熊软糖
No, I think they're more gummy bear types.
尤其是她 -那一棵?
Especially her. -Which one?
-就她 -是这棵吗
-Her. -This one here?
-是的 她喜欢小熊软糖 -不 她不喜欢
-Yeah, she likes gummy bears. -No, she doesn't.
我看不出来
I don't see it.
-你必须了解它们 -所以你能看出来
-You have to know them. -You would know.
-是啊 -嗯
-I do. -Yeah.
那是什么
What is that?
鸟
Bird.
你说得语调很轻
You say it so calmly.
因为它们回家啦
They're home.
我做得如何
How am I doing?
你做得不对
You're doing it wrong?
好吧
Oh okay.
你说要把它塞进去 就像我自己钻进毯子里那样
You said to tuck it in like I'd tuck myself in
我就是这么做的啊
with a blanket. That's how I do it.
是啊 但不是用脚塞的
Yeah, but without the toes tucked in.
什么
What?
不是用脚塞 什么
Yeah, but without the toes tucked in. What?
好吧 这是最棒的部分 但…
Okay. That's the best part. But...
这样只会让它们的底部受凉
We'll just make all their feet cold.
好吧
Alright.
好吧。
Does that work?
这样可以吗
Yeah that works.
-这样呢 -好多了
-How'd I do? -Much better.
天哪
Oh good.
今晚真冷
It's freezing tonight.
是啊
I know.
吻我
Kiss me.
什么?
What?
吻我 什么
Kiss me. What?
我要你吻我
I want you to kiss me.
什么才是你最需要的 我们每时每刻都在一起
♪ What’s your biggest need? ♪ ♪ Every hour we spend together ♪
它们会在不经意间结束
♪ Every hour we spend together ♪ ♪ ends suddenly ♪
我只希望我们能在一起 让我们拭目以待
♪ I just hope we could stay together ♪ ♪ we wait and see ♪
哦上帝
Oh my god.
为什么我们要躲起来
Why are we both hiding?
我也不知道 她甚至都不进来
I don't know. She doesn't even come in.
就是早餐做好后
She just knocks when breakfast is ready.
只是敲门叫我吃早餐
She just knocks when breakfast is ready.
是啊
That's cute.
敲敲门而已 太可爱了
She just knocks when breakfast is ready. That's cute.
谢谢
Thanks.
谢谢 我感觉自己又回到了15岁
Thanks. I feel like I'm 15 again.
我感觉自己又回到了15岁
I feel like I'm 15 again.
你15岁的时候做过这个吗
Did you do this when you were 15?
你15岁的时候做过这个吗 不 没有 谢谢你
Did you do this when you were 15? No, not at all. Thank you.
谢谢
No, not at all. Thank you.
早上好
Good morning.
早上好
Morning.
外面真漂亮
It's so pretty out here.
真漂亮
It's so pretty out here.
我可能已经16年没来过这里了
I haven't been here for maybe 16 years.
确实很久
Yeah, long time.
谢谢你能来
Thanks for coming.
我以前经常来这里
I used to come here all the time.
我听说喝醉的青少年
I heard it was the spot, drunken teenagers
我以前经常来这里。我听说是现场，喝醉的青少年
I heard it was the spot, drunken teenagers
会在这个地方办坏事
and debauchery and all that.
我以前经常和我爸爸一起来这里
I used to come here all the time with my dad.
是吗
Oh you did?
他教我如何在那里的沙洲上钓鱼
He taught me how to fish on that sandbar right there.
他教我如何在那里的沙洲上钓鱼
He taught me how to fish on that sandbar right there.
-那里吗 -是的
-Right there? -Mmhmm. True
我看到了
I could see that.
我让他把钓到的每一条鱼都放回湖里
And I made him throw back every single fish we caught.
否则我就会大吵大闹
Otherwise I would just scream my head off.
真是天生的环保家
Environmentalist from birth.
他一定讨厌和我一起钓鱼
He must've hated fishing with me.
我觉得不会
I don't believe that for a second.
你钓过鱼吗
Have you ever gone fishing?
我爸爸不喜欢钓鱼
My dad wasn't really into that kind of thing.
-抱歉 -没关系
-I'm sorry. -It's okay.
是杰西
It's Jaycee. We went to school with her.
我们和她一起上过学
It's Jaycee. We went to school with her.
那个长着大眼睛的高个子女孩 -我知道了
The tall girl with the big eyes. -I know who she is.
她在聚会前有个联欢会。
She's having a get-together before the reunion.
这里什么都没变 是吧
Nothing's changed around here, huh?
聚会前的聚会
A pre-reunion reunion.
你应该来
You should come.
跟我来去 -不
Yeah, come with me. -Nope.
-不去 -拜托
-Not coming. -Please.
这是我反复出现的噩梦 你知道吗
It's kind of my recurring nightmare. You know?
杰西变了很多
You know, Jaycee's changed a lot.
肯定的
I'm sure.
她
She's...
有了孩子以后 她真的轻松多了
After she had kids, she really lightened up.
我还是不想去
I'm still not coming.
-他们都看过你的杂志 -不是我的杂志
-They've all seen your magazine. -It's not my magazine.
不去
Still.
他们真的很喜欢你的杂志 还表扬你来着
They really like it. They all say really nice things.
我不去 你去吧
I'm not going. You have fun though.
好吧
Okay.
好吧
Okay.
打得不错
Pretty good.
如果它就在你面前 那就不是作弊
It's not cheating if it's just there in front of you.
如果在你面前呈扇形展开
If it's just fanned out in front of you.
你不好奇吗
Aren't you curious?
好奇什么
About what?
他们的相貌 他们会怎么对你
About what? Their looks? How they'd treat you?
他们的相貌 他们会怎么对你
Their looks? How they'd treat you?
-不好奇 -说谎
-No. -Lies.
怎么着
How?
为什么每个人都想告诉我应该怎么想
Why is everyone trying to tell me how I should feel about this?
为什么每个人都想告诉我应该怎么想
Why is everyone trying to tell me how I should feel about this?
没人告诉你
Literally no one's telling you that.
是你在告诉你自己 该我了
You're telling yourself that. It's my turn.
黄色
Uh, yellow.
并非人人完美
Not everyone can be perfect.
这是什么意思
And what's that supposed to mean?
什么意思
And what's that supposed to mean?
这意味着你拥有这些东西
It means you have the stuff. So don't worry.
所以不要担心
It means you have the stuff. So don't worry.
我有吗
It means you have the stuff. So don't worry. I have the stuff?
有吗
I have the stuff?
-是的 -是什么东西
-Yeah. -What the hell's "the stuff?"
-有啊 -是什么东西
-Yeah. -What the hell's "the stuff?"
工作 地位
The job. The location. Et cetera.
等等 那个地方
The job. The location. Et cetera.
这才是最重要的 你还有两张牌
And that's what matters? And you have two more cards.
我不是这个意思
That's not what I'm saying.
我只是想让你感觉好点
I'm just trying to help you feel better about yourself.
就因为这个小镇把我搅得一团糟
Just because this town stirs shit up in me
这并不意味着我忘记了什么是重要的
doesn't mean I forget what matters.
那什么才重要
Then what matters?
你是想让我向你证明什么
You're asking me that like I have to prove something to you?
不 我不是要你向我证明什么
No, I'm not asking you to prove something to me.
我只是想
I'm just trying to
我只是想
I'm just trying to
给你一些安慰
give you some reassurance. Okay?
-我不需要 -好吧
-I don't need it. -Alright.
-真是的 -好吧
-Shit. -Okay. Fuck.
我懂了
Message received.
轮到我了吗 -该我了
Is it my turn? -Mine.
好像该我了吧
I don't know. Yeah. Mine.
抱歉
Sorry.
我的天啊
Oh my gosh.
谢天谢地
Thank god.
好了 你现在可以不用拿九了
Okay, you can stop with the nines now, please.
我给你倒了杯茶
Brought you some tea.
-谢谢 -不用客气
-Thank you. -Yeah, of course.
好喝吗 -嗯 很好喝
Is it good? -Yeah, it is. It's nice.
味道有点浓
Kinda strong.
很好
It was good.
你今天过得怎么样
How was your day?
-是吗 -嗯
-Yeah? -Mmhmm.
你昨晚应该去的
You should've been there last night.
大家都去了
Everyone was there.
大家都去了
Everyone was there.
几乎都去了
Almost everyone.
都去了吗
The important ones?
不 我不是这个意思
No that's, that's not what I meant.
不 我不是这个意思
No that's, that's not what I meant.
你不必这么做
You don't have to do this, you know.
怎么做
Do what?
所有这一切
All of this.
帮我妈妈盖植物 出来和我约会
Help my mom with the plants. Hang out with me.
我知道
I know.
你是为我感到抱歉还是怎么的
Do you feel sorry for me or something?
你是这样的人吗
Is that what this is?
什么
What?
你帮助每个人 你帮助树木
You help everyone. You help the trees.
现在又来帮我
Now helping me.
现在又来帮我
Now helping me.
我不知道这是否有意义
I don't know if it makes sense.
我不是想做什么
I'm not trying to do anything.
就那么难相信
Is it so hard to believe
我只是想和你在一起吗
that I just want to be here with you?
我知道你的过去
Knowing your past?
我知道你的过去
Knowing your past?
也许是吧
Maybe it is.
亲爱的 我不想看这些笨蛋了
Sweetie, these knuckleheads are wearing me out.
我想和你谈谈
I want to talk to you.
我们能把电视关掉吗
Can we turn that off?
嘿 你
Hey. You.
就这么躺着
In there.
嗯
Mmhmm.
你怎么了
What's going on with you?
你又不说了
You're doing your silent act.
不要摇头 我知道 我了解你
Don't shake your head. I know-- I know you.
一定有什么事情发生
There's something going on.
我失业了
I lost my job.
就是这样吗
That's it?
所以你才这么伤心
That's why you're so sad?
刚刚那样
Just now?
不是
No.
好吧
Okay.
嗯…
Well...
我还以为是什么大事呢
Jeez, I thought it was going to be something like...big.
工作而已
A job's nothing. Just...
不要告诉妈妈
don't tell Mom.
没什么的 不要告诉妈妈
A job's nothing. Just... don't tell Mom.
否则她会小题大做的
She'll make something big out of it. You know.
因为我是个失败者吗
Because I'm a loser?
为什么这么说
Why would you even say that?
因为真是很失败
Cause it's true.
拜托
Oh come on!
不是这样的
Has nothing to do with it.
你的工作与你的好坏无关 亲爱的
Your job has nothing to do with you, Sweetie.
还有
And--
说实话 你才你二十八岁 好吗
To be honest, your twenties... You're twenty eight, okay?
谢谢你提醒我
Thanks for reminding me.
好吧
Okay.
我想说的是 你才二十八
I'm making a point here. You're twenty eight.
青春就是用来挥霍的
Your twenties are for screwing up.
做一些疯狂的事情
Doing s-- crazy stuff.
你还没做过这样的事
You haven't done anything like that yet.
我在想你是不是
I was wondering if you were--
我开始有点担心你了
I was starting to get a little worried about you.
你从没有任性过
That you hadn't screwed up.
知道吗
You know?
别担心 别紧张 没什么大不了的
Don't worry, don't sweat it. This is nothing.
听到了吗
Are you hearing me?
你为什么对这件事这么认真
Why are you so deep about this?
你想念谢里丹阿姨吗
Do you miss Aunty Sher?
当然
Ahh, sure I do.
我每天都想
She's--I miss her everyday.
是的 我知道
Yeah, I know.
我们在一起很开心
We had the best laughs.
每次在一起 她都能让我笑
Every time we'd get together she'd make me laugh and
不管那天有多糟糕
no matter how shitty the day was, you know.
是啊…
Yeah...
她总能发现一些有趣的东西
She'd find something funny in it.
你知道吗
You know?
嗯
Yeah.
这是个天赋 我喜欢她这一点
That's a talent. I loved that about her.
对不起 我没去参加葬礼
Sorry I didn't go to the funeral.
闺女
Sweetie.
你又来了 总是这么念旧
There you go again, you're looking back to stuff that's
你知道的…
You know...
我也不知道我是怎么了
I just don't know what's wrong with me. You know?
你没有任何问题
There's nothing wrong with you.
没有任何问题
There is nothing wrong with you.
听到了吗
Can you hear that?
我再说一遍 你没有问题
I'll say it again: There's nothing wrong with you.
你只是喜欢念旧
You just keep looking back and
让自己沉浸在过去的回忆中
bumming yourself out with stuff from the past.
却又无能为力
You can't do anything about that.
要活在当下 瞻仰未来
Just take this day and go forward.
我有没有让你引以为傲过
Have you ever felt proud of me?
引以为傲 当然有
Proud? Always!
你妈妈和我一直为你感到骄傲
Your mother and I have been proud of you all your life.
你一辈子都听不到这种声音
All of your life and you still don't hear that.
你到底怎么了
What is it about you that
你一直在自责吗
you keep beating yourself up?
我怎样才能让你不自责呢
How do I get you to stop doing that?
好吗
Can you?
不要这样想了
Stop it.
你这样
Nothing--nothing you can do
会让我不再以你为傲哦
would ever make me not proud of you.
明白吗
Is that clear enough?
好
Yeah.
那就好
Okay.
妈妈 你忘记擀面了吗
Mom, did you forget to roll out the dough?
为什么要用这些饼干呢
Why are we doing it with these cookies?
我不知道
I have no idea.
-你要去哪里 -今晚要结冰了
-Where you going? -It's going to freeze tonight.
苏菲不来了吗
Sophie's not coming?
她也有自己的生活啊
Mmm, she has a life too, you know.
我知道
I know.
我知道这个
I know that.
她要带她妈妈
Yeah she had to take her mother--
去看医生
her mother to the doctor.
她妈妈怎么了
What's wrong with her mom?
没什么
Nothing...
只是在她父亲去世以后
She just wants to have a little peace of
心情不太好
mind after losing her dad like that.
我来盖你的植物吧
I'll cover your plants.
别担心 坐
Don't worry. Sit down.
你确定吗 -是的
Are you sure? -Yeah.
真的吗 -嗯
Really? -Yeahh.
你都没做完耶
You didn't even finish this.
它看起来很糟糕
It looks terrible.
谢谢你 闺女
Thank you, sweetheart.
看起来像一块巧克力曲奇
This looks like a chocolate chip cookie.
我不知道我要在上面涂什么
I don't know what I'm going to smear all over it.
你觉得加点橙色的小熊软糖会好吃点吗
You think an orange gummy bear would help?
我想会的
Yeah, I think so.
加点糖屑
Give it some sprinkles.
好的
Oh there, yeah okay.
噢 漂亮
Oh fancy!
太好看了
Gorgeous!
红橡皮糖熊
Red gummy bear!
看这个 这是一个绿色的橡皮糖熊
Well, here. Here's a green gummy bear.
-我妹妹很有天赋 -你放了一个绿色的小熊软糖
-My sister is so talented. -You put a green gummy bear
在上面 -给你
on yours. -Here you go.
噢 谢谢 -我要个绿色的
Oh, thank you. -I'll go with a green one.
-谢谢 -圣诞软糖
-Thank you. -Christmas gummies.
是的 当然
Yeah, absolutely.
干杯 -干杯
Cheers! -Cheers!
小熊软糖和巧克力片
Gummy bears and chocolate chips.
真是个奇怪的组合
That's a weird combination!
-我要吃了 -嗯
-I'm into it. -Mmmm.
对不起 你知道的 我老了
Well, I'm sorry, you know. I'm old.
上面是谁签的名? -我不记得了
Who put names on them? -I can't remember these things.
今年是挂天使还是星星
Angel or a star this year?
安斯利 你来决定
Ainsley, you decide.
好吧 你想挂吗 把这个光荣的使命交给你完成吧
Okay, you wanna put it up? You wanna do the honors? Or...
或者我们一起来吧
We can--let's all do it?
好 我们一起完成
Okay, yeah. Let's all do it.
我们开始吧
Here we go.
太难了
The effort's too much!
我真的在努力了
I'm trying really hard, I mean...
挂好了 很正啊
I can't even see, that's totally straight. Definitely.
咱们来点烛光什么的
Let's make some candlelight or something.
打火机在哪里 爸爸你有吗
Oh, where is the lighter? Dad, you had that.
妈妈 不是就在那边吗
Mom, is it over there in that area?
-我们找找 -我哪儿都没找到
-Let's see. -I don't see it anywhere.
我坐到打火机了
I was sitting on it, here.
啊哈 在这里
Aha! There it is.
好了 开始 -你坐上面了
Alrighty, here we go. -You were sitting on it??
你用了圣诞老人腰带
You had Santa's belt.
哦 爸爸也是
Oh, and Papa had Santa's belt.
我们还穿着格子衣服呢
And so you and I had the plaid.
你是怎么记住这些事情的
How do you remember these things?
我很幸运
Well, I'm lucky.
-好吧
-Okay, okay.
干得好
Good job.
我们来挂一些球吧
Let's hang some balls.
我失业了
I lost my job.
你失业了
You--you lost your job
刚刚吗
just now??
是的 就刚刚 她 嘣
Yeah, just now. She just-- poof!
妈妈别这样
Mom, mom don't.
现在不要说孩子
Don't--don't do it now.
哪什么时候才能呢
Well, when is a good time to do it?
别担心 只是
Don't worry about it. Just--
什么? -我们过完圣诞节再说这个吧
What? --Let's do it after Christmas.
你知道我很担心
You know I worry.
我们把这些球挂起来 别担心
Let's hang these balls. Don't worry.
尤其是那些闪闪发光的 -好
Especially the glittery ones. -Fine.
来吧 找到一些
Ah, there we go. Okay we got some--
好了 你找钩子了吗
Okay you got one, you got a hook?
我想它们是不是穿越了
I think they've all vanished into the other dimension.
是啊
Yeah.
还有袜子
With all of our socks!
今年要把袜子放在圣诞树上
Put the socks in the tree this year
还是挂在窗户上
or you wanna put them up over the window?
哦 我把我的放在这里了 你们的自己挂吧
Oh, I put mine here! You guys can need to do yours.
嗯 可以把我们的挂在树上
Yeah, we can hang ours on the tree.
-你说金色吗 -是的
-You said gold. -Oh yeah.
我们开始吧 -爸爸
Here we go. -Dad.
要挂成环状
At least these have loops on them.
我来帮你 爸爸 -你挂的我的吗
I'll do yours, dad. -Oh, you got mine?
是啊
Yeah.
好吧 -又低又漂亮
Alrighty. -Nice and low.
好吧
Alright.
她说我挂低了 什么意思
She said I'm hanging low! What's that mean?
我不挂了
I'm not even gonna touch that one.
别介
No, no.
这是我的圣诞礼物 -不
It's Christmas! -No, no!
原谅我们
Forgive us!
嘿
Hey.
嘿
Hey.
你介意我坐下吗
Do you mind if I sit?
你怎么知道我在这里
How'd you know I was here?
我和你妈妈谈过了
I talked to your mom.
她告诉我的
She told me.
已经祭拜过爸爸了吧
Meeting the in-laws already, huh?
他喜欢圣诞节
He loved Christmas.
大家都可以跟亲人团聚一堂 家长们会为孩子准备
Any excuse for all of us to sit in the same room and buy us the
圣诞礼物
stupidest presents.
嘿
Hey.
真是抱歉
I'm sorry about everything.
没关系
It's okay.
不知道为什么有时候
I don't know why sometimes I--
我做的事有点自虐
just do the whole self-sabotaging thing.
这比面对现实要容易
It's easier than facing reality, you know?
我知道这不是借口
It's not an excuse, I know.
但是如果你不去尝试 又怎么知道呢
But how would you know if you didn't try, right?
是的 我也不知道
Yeah, I don't know.
真的
That's true.
没关系
It's okay.
我给你带了一些东西
I brought some things.
你说喜欢圣诞节 所以我
You said that you guys love Christmas so I just--
觉得…
thought...
就这个
There's that.
你真好
That's really sweet.
还有灯
Some lights.
这样
Yeah, you got it.
还有
And--
一封信
a letter.
你写的吗 -是的
You wrote this? -Yeah.
他可以稍后再打开
He can read it later.
好了
Oh, there we go.
完美
Perfect.
这是一个甜甜圈的收据 可以吗
Here's a receipt for a donut, does this count?
他作弊 爸爸 你刚刚清空
Ains! He's cheating! Dad, you're just cleaning out
你的口袋 它们是收据啊
your pockets! Those are receipts!
你的口袋 它们是收据啊
your pockets! Those are receipts!
太沉重了
It's weighing me down! You didn't say it was--
至少它们不会被扔进洗衣机
At least they won't end up in the washing machine.
要么洗掉 要么有感情得烧掉
Physical or emotional.
他说得对
No, he's right actually.
拜托 -我可没这样说
Oh, come on! -I didn't specify, so.
你没这样说 -没有
You didn't specify. -I didn't specify.
这些东西太沉重了
This is just weighing me down.
所有这些
All of these, none of these.
我要去我的车里
Alright, I'm going to go to my car, get my
把东西都拿到这儿
stuff and just dump it all in there.
这样我都不用去洗车
Don't even have to go to the car wash.
就这样烧掉
Just throw it in.
你还带内衣了吗
Did you bring any more underwear?
没有 就这一套
No, just the ONE pair!
我的意思是
I mean he--
看啊 他把所有的都烧了
Look at that, the whole thing is going in.
没有塑料吸管 对吧
No plastic straws, right?
你检查你的其他外套了吗
Did you want to go through your other coats maybe?
把其他的也烧掉
As well, is that what's happening right now?
你知道会有很多收据的 爸爸
You know that's a lot of receipts, dad.
太有趣了 我已经感觉轻松多了
You know this is kind of fun. I feel lighter already.
给我来点 我来帮你把它们都
Oh, here. Let me have a couple. I'll throw them
烧掉
in for you.
给你一张 烧掉吧 -好的
Here's one. You can throw that in. -Alright!
税务局根本不在乎那个甜甜圈
The IRS doesn't care about that donut.
你想先检查一下吗 妈妈
You want to check it first, mom?
检查一下吧
Check it.
看看他想烧的是什么
See what he's trying to burn.
是不是要把销毁什么证据
What evidence is he trying to get rid of?
我为什么要带这些东西来
So, why did I bring all of this stuff?
嗯…
Well...
我们要 -哦 我明白了
We're gonna-- -Ohhh, I see.
你看…
You see...
我们要烧掉我所有的贵重物品
We're going to burn all my valuables.
我说过不要带贵重物品
I said NOT to bring valuables.
我开玩笑的
I'm kidding.
好吧
Alright.
看看啊
Let's see.
嗯… 你先说
Mmm...you first.
我先吗 -嗯
Me first? -Mmhmm.
你坐着它们了 所以…
Well, you're sitting on them, so...
好了
Okay.
就是…
So...
我失业了
I lost my job.
没什么的
It happens.
就这样吗
That's it?
我要说抱歉吗
I'm sorry?
不要
Don't be.
我…
I...
在其中一张上
published my own photos
发布了自己的照片
in one of the spreads.
我只是厌倦了
I was just tired--tired of
厌倦了发布其他人的作品
publishing everyone else's work and
几乎窒息
not catching a break.
所以我想都没想就这么做了
So, I just did it without a thought and uh
所以结果
Here we are.
那又怎样
So what?
只是一份工作
It's a job.
每天都有人失业
People lose them every day.
这不仅仅是一份工作
It's not just a job.
镇上的人都是这么说的 这是我的工作
That's what anyone in this town brings up--is my job.
你知道 高中时没人接近你
You know, no one approached you in high school
因为你好像什么都知道
because it was like you had everything figured out.
因为你太可怕了
It was because you were intimidating.
不是吧
That's not true.
我不知道
I don't know.
人们一开始就会问你的工作
People ask you your job right off the bat
所以他们可以计算出给你多少尊重
so they can calculate how much respect to give you.
是吗 没有吗
Yeah? No?
没有人能解决所有问题
No one has everything figured out.
如果他们真的这么认为 那就是在欺骗自己
And if they think they do, they're lying to themselves.
是的
Yeah.
这就引出了我的下一个包袱
So that brings me to my next unload.
嗯 -我确实认为我曾
Uhhh-- I definitely thought I had
那时一切都不是问题
everything figured out back then.
我当时以为我已经洞悉一切
Uhhh-- I definitely thought I had everything figured out back then.
哦 不是吧
OH noooo.
-很糟糕 -我能留着这个吗
-It's pretty bad. - Can I keep this?
-不 不能给你 -拜托啦
-No, you can't keep it. -Please?
-拜托 -不要
-Oh, please! -No!
是啊
Yeah.
我要留着这个
I'm going to keep this.
你想要吗 -嗯
You want it? -Mmhmm.
真的想要吗 -是
You really want it? -Yeah
好吧
Okay.
我就这些了 该你了
That's all I've got, so it's your turn.
我就这些了 该你了 好吧
That's all I've got, so it's your turn. Okay
好吧
Okay
我很想看看你有什么
I'm excited to see what you have.
这是你的牙套吗
Is this your retainer?
它给我带来很多痛苦
It caused mea lot of pain.
这玩意烧不着的
This isn't gonna burn, Soph! What the hell!
是的 我知道
Yeah, I know.
我只是想要平静下来
I just needed to make peace with it, you know?
这有点戏剧性 但我能理解
It's a bit dramatic, but I get it.
是的 你带来了能燃烧的东西 对吧
Yeah. You brought something that can burn, right?
是啊 -好的
I did, yeah. -Okay.
这个感觉很好
Okay this feels really good.
这是我五年级时写的一篇作文
This is a paper I wrote in the fifth grade
从那以后 它就一直萦绕在我心头
and it has haunted me ever since.
什么 -不要读
What?! -Don't read it!
它说你长大后想做什么
What does it say you want to be when you grow up?
一只狗 我们别谈这个了
A dog. Let's not talk about it.
一只狗吗
A dog?
一个男孩取笑我 他说我很愚蠢
A boy made fun of me, he said it was stupid
不该有这样的梦 我哭了
and it wasn't a real dream and I cried.
是他蠢 因为不管怎么说 你已经过着这样的生活
He's stupid because you're kind of living that anyway.
你知道吗
You know?
我是说 并没有过得不好 就像
I mean not in a bad way! Like--
你所做的一切
everything you're doing
你知道我现在是个大人了
You know I'm a grownup now,
所以我要把这些当成一种赞美
so I'm going to take that as a compliment.
是啊 结果比我预想的还要糟
Yeah, it came out worse than I planned.
我觉得不应该烧掉它
I don't think we should burn it.
那就你选我的 我选你的
Hey, you choose mine, I choose yours.
那我就留着它了啊
Oh, so I get to keep it then?
-是你的 -好的
-It's yours. -Okay.
你今晚想出去吗
You wanna go out tonight?
聚会吗
The reunion?
同学聚会
Screw the reunion.
我不知道
I don't know.
也许我们该去
Maybe we should go.
用我们的存在来美化他们
Grace them with our presence, you know?
可能会很有趣
It may be fun.
-真的 -好
-Really? -Yeah!
好
Yeah.
我想去
I would like that.
结尾
小人国
♪ Toyyyland. ♪
小小的小人国
♪ Toooyyylaaannnnd. ♪
小女孩
♪ Little girl-- ♪
男孩和女孩的国度
♪ boy--girl and boooyyy land. ♪
当你们居住
♪ While you dwell ♪
其中
♪ within it ♪
是如此的
♪ you are everrr ♪
快乐
♪ happpyyyy there ♪
岁月悠悠
It's so slow.
童年
♪ Childhooooods ♪
美好时光
♪ joylaaaand ♪
快乐的玩具乐园
♪ mystical merrrryyy ♪
美好时光
♪ toooyyyylannnd ♪
一旦长大
♪ Once you pass its borderrrrrs ♪
便一去不复返
♪ You can neverrr return agaiiinnn ♪
好吧 我还有时间
Okay, I've got some time.
小人国
♪ Tooooyyylaaaand ♪
哦 还是这句 小人国
Oh, it's the same thing!
♪ Tooooyyylaaaand ♪
还是这句
Oh, it's the same thing!
小人国
♪ Tooooyyylaaaand ♪
小女孩和小男孩的国度
♪ little girl and booooyyyylaaaandddd ♪
当你身在其中
♪ while you dwell within iiiiiittt ♪
是如此快乐
♪ you are evvvverrrr happppyyyy ♪
如此快乐
♪ theeerrrrreeee ♪
童年
♪ childhooooods ♪
美好时光
♪ joylaaaannnd ♪
快乐地玩具乐园
♪ mystical merrrryyyyy ♪
小人国
♪ toooyyyylaaannnnddd ♪
一旦长大
♪ Once you pass its borderrrssss ♪
便一去不复返
♪ you can neverrr retuuurrnn ♪
一去不复返
♪ aggggaaaaaiiinnnn ♪
怎么总是这几句
It just repeats the same thing, I didn't know!
一去补复返
♪ never return agaaaaiiinnn ♪
我从来没听过这首歌
I never knew this about this song.
一旦过去
♪ once you pass its bordeerrrsss ♪
便不复返
♪ you can neverrr retuurrrnnn agggaaaiiiinnn ♪
唱完了
That's all. That's it. That's the song.
谢谢你
Thank you.
真好听 -非常感谢
That was beautiful. -Thank you so much.
我想说该你了 但你已经为我表演过了
I'd say "your turn," but you've already uh performed for me.
是的 那次已经
Yeah, that was--that was that was
回报了
payback!
不过很好听
That was beautiful though.
谢谢 真心好听
Thanks. It felt really good.